has it been that long???

For those of you that read this....


Quick updates

Ileigh has bronchitis and I am making her stay 2 feet away from me and the baby at all times. No one else has it... YET.

She had her finger pricked at the doctors office and was a champ. Her lead levels are LOW dispite the fact that I keep blaming things on them.

I'm not in a very good mood today. Avery is yelping and moaning constantly. I don't know if its her teeth.. tummy.. throat.. ears... tiredness.. or what. I just wish I knew so I could make it stop!

I am consumed with grief since entering Tina's life. She lives a million miles away and I have never met her but she had a baby Avery's age .. until December 12th. She found her not breathing after having anesthesia and it was most likely a medical mistake. I can't stop thinking about her little girl, Alyssa.

Another thing.. since I get lost in other people's tradgedies.. is that a little boy named Julian just passed away from brain cancer. He was 4 1/2 and his mom describes the last moments with him which I just about couldn't take. I will post the link when I get home.. so all of you can enjoy it as much as I have. =(

When I am feeling down I, like certain other members of my family, make it worse by thinking of all the WORST things. I know I just have to be thankful for what I have.

More later....