So, I have been beating myself up over the fact that I have not done any of the things I promised myself I would while being a SAHM. Such as, baby sign language, baby music classes, gymboree, library story time, organizing closets and drawers, being an avid ebay seller, possibly taking some photography classes, baby and mom yoga, baby play groups, babysitting co-ops, and good 'ole homemade organic babyfood. The list goes on and on really.
The first excuse, is Ileigh came into the world fighting it all the way. She "got over" her colic at age 6 months, although we are probably just telling ourselves this for benefit of sanity. I prayed each day to be over quicker than the last, and this in effect makes time go at warp speed. Do I remember her first 6 months of life? Do I actually remember becoming a SAHM, a year ago next month? What happened to my house while I was gone? There is no longer any room to walk and I still have a bored baby. I will be forced to return to work soon, yet nothing is done yet. Will it ever get better, or is this the end of the end?
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